Christmas 2009

I can't sleep. I should sleep. I will be heading to Mesa, Arizona in a few short hours. I'm all revved up, emotionally I guess. I am coming off of a very heart breaking split with a genius boy who was a real nurturer and just an all-around wonder. There were some very practical reasons it didn't work out. I suppose the realist in me is somewhat relieved. Still, it doesn't make my mystical side any less heart broken. Sigh.